They said no They said it costs thousands of dollars We just can’t afford it Whatever Deep down I knew that’s what they’d say but that doesn’t make me any less mad about it I really wanted this to be the summer I got healthy Instead it’s just going to be the same as every other summer
I start it fat and I end it fat I spent all day in my room watching movies and eating chips If my parents don’t care about me losing weight why should I I might as well get used to being fat because I will be for the rest of my life And I might as well get used to the fact that this is going to be the worst summer of all time Kat
I woke up today feeling horrible I’m still mad at my parents and more than that I just feel really depressed I feel like I’m stuck in this body this unhealthy body It’s not me The day didn’t get any better either I sat around and watched TV all day until it was time to go to William’s baseball game I was not in the mood but Mom made me go She said I had to because in our family we support each other
I had to laugh Where was my support when I asked to go to fat camp and they shot me down The day improved for a minute when Josh came and sat by me at the game I forgot that his brother is on William’s team Josh is so adorable with his dimples and curly brown hair But I know he only thinks of me as a friend The fat girl is always just a friend
